Last night was my dance studio's dance recital and I was able to work backstage in quick change and in the wings during the show! The show was absolutely amazing and it was so much fun being able to see all of my close friends I use to dance with. I hadn't been up to the studio much this past year so it was such a great night to help everyone get ready before the show and catch up with them. It was also great to see my old teachers again and help them put on an amazing show. It was very different watching the show from the wings of the stage and not being in the dance recital. As I was watching the show I started to get chocked up during one of the dances knowing that I am not standing here waiting for my cue to go on...I was standing here as an audience member. It took me for a loop and really hit me that I am growing up and life is changing. It was really tough for me to stand on the side of the stage and not run out on stage and start dancing with them all like it use to be. As I watched I realized that I am so grateful to have danced at Martell and to have met these amazing people that are in my life. It sucks to grow up and have to leave something behind that you love. Yes, I was always the girl that was ready to leave high school and move onto bigger and better things in my life but I would give anything to go back to the days where I was dancing almost days a week at Martell and loving life just dancing. But things change and people grow up and have to face the world but I am fortunate enough to be able to go back and reminisce on the amazing memories I have made at Martell. And always know that I have a place at Martell and friends that I can count on there. And the people and atmosphere of Martell gave me the passion and love for dance that I have now. So yes, you caught me, I am the girl who is always looking into the future but wouldn't mind going back into the past for a couple days. If you had the chance to go back...wouldn't you?
And remember to just breathe,
Kim :]
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